My first post on this blog was about my fear of public speaking and how I desperately wanted to overcome it. And last night I did it! I made my maiden speech at Cambridge Speakers Club. And it went really well, it went brilliantly in fact, and today I feel 10ft tall.

Entitled “Looking Forward Not Back” (and no apologies for its similarity to Labour’s election slogan last year), it lasted 5 mins 8 secs – and I did not use notes.

I practised and practised my ice breaker, which described my speaking fear and an embarrassing failure; there have been a couple of other similarly terrifying moments too. Those who saw me speak previously with a trembling voice, shaking from top to toe, drying up and wishing the ground would open up and swallow me, would not have recognised me last night.

I believe the hypnotherapy I had with my client Mark Newey who runs Winning Minds greatly contributed towards my surge in confidence. I was a totally different poised person yesterday and I firmly believe that his therapy helped, it gave me the confidence to believe in myself.

I know I am not alone with my fear, Paul McKenna’s book on confidence says it is the biggest fear people have. Mark also uses similar techniques to Paul McKenna to help people overcome this.

However, the therapy will not work alone, it is not like waving a magic want, you still have to work at it to succeed; preparation and practise are essential key elements, as well as benefitting from the excellent support from members within the Toastmasters organisation.

I amazed myself and other members last night, who had previously seen me stutter and stammer my way through the evening. Because I am so proud of how I performed, I want to share some of the written comments that were passed on to me afterwards:

“You were brilliant; clear and very pleasant speaking voice; beautifully crafted speech and good body language.”

“Well done!! An excellent speech, fantastic delivery, structure, content, confidence and I look forward to more.”

For others who experience the same difficulty with public speaking, I cannot recommend Toastmasters highly enough, the people in my group are all really interesting and good fun too, but most of all, very supportive and kind. I am now looking forward to preparing my next speech; there are 10 included in the manual and I have to meet different expectations with each one.

Before I left home last night, I was given some advice by my very confident 13-year-old son, he told me that if I felt nervous, I should imagine the audience sitting there topless and this would make me laug; I really don’t know what company he keeps. Fortunately, I didn’t need to take his advice – this time!